Afraid

I used to hate this picture that hung in my bedroom wall, I felt that it was judging me, watching me and I couldn't sleep at all. I asked my parents to take it down because I was afraid, I used to cry and shiver and felt so ashamed that I was afraid of a... Continue Reading →

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Tired.

Part of the biggest annoyances of having anxiety and depression is the insomnia. Unable to sleep because my mind doesn't rest. It doesn't sleep, it needs to be shut down by medication, if not, it hovers. It replays incidents from decades ago and haunts me with memories about possibilities. On good days, it penetrates my... Continue Reading →

Lost.

I don't know if any other adult feels the same way, but there are days I feel at a complete lost. I wander around the house finding things to do, but it's not what I'm looking for. I feel like there is a shadow hovering around me that says, you should be doing something bigger,... Continue Reading →

Mother’s Day

I am truly blessed to have two wonderful children and they are so unique and special in their own way. I wanted to reflect on Mother's day and though it is a time for happiness and joy; for me it was also a time for forgiveness. As a first timer,  I was always worried about... Continue Reading →

Sandman; Gone Fishin’

I know how this squirrel feels! I'm having trouble getting my kids to sleep. Don't get me wrong, they like to sleep; just not when they are suppose to. I guess it's the staying up late business I can't handle. They sleep-in which is perfect but they burn you out of the day that by... Continue Reading →

Leave me be!

I'm a mother as well as a human being so why the hell do I always feel guilty when taking time out for myself? As a stay at home mum I love it and I wouldn't have it any other way but being around my kids 24/7; I kind of need a break from time... Continue Reading →

K.O

So I held my child close today! Tighter than ever before as she screamed her lungs out in the middle of the street as I consistently tried to tell her she needed to let Daddy have his lunch. Onlookers tried to ignore the situation by continuing with their meals and conversation, trying hard as they... Continue Reading →

Fear!

As a mum with serious anxiety and depression issues, doing anything outside the home with kids is like opening Pandora's Box. It spells disaster before you even bother about getting in the car; the fact that getting the kids ready is a complete nightmare! I don't take my kids out any where by myself. Full... Continue Reading →

Crime and Punishment

I think the hardest part of being a parent is having the wisdom and courage to handle children at their meanest and cruelest. I know children can be a pain in the butt; mine is! I don't pretend that my children are angels or that they don't make mistakes, I'm proud but I don't sugar... Continue Reading →

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